Appearance

Hello all.

As you all can see (I assume you're not blind) the design has taken a great leap forward with many thanks to someone I spoke with sometime ago.
I have a few things I need to adjust, so it becomes more me. But overall I am super pleased with how it all turned out!

So perhaps it's time for me to start sharing more thoughts and ideas. Or should I just post more about what my orc is up to, truly something worth spending more than 2 seconds to think about!

Until next time.

I've recieved threats..

Hello readers!

So I've been recieving these threats from a certain englishman who's not too happy I don't write too often... DAMN YOU CRAZY BRITT!
Okay, so what's really going on? Mentally I'm swinging back n forth, having my better and my worse periods. But luckily I'm generally feeling quite good about things. Heck, could be worse!

So last night me, Anders, Sara and Lubo played a game of Munchkin, which we ended early because everyone was getting hungry, then a game of Risk which ended early because we were all really tired and Lubo had to get up early.
All in all it was a good evening, never boring to get together and have fun!


I can happily announce that the design is getting closer n closer to being finished, I saw a preview of it the other day and I was happily suprised. Looks awesome!

Let's just hope I can write soon again, more useless ranting in the world please!

(A) - Absence and ambitions

Hello there readers.

I know I haven't been writing in a while, but hey that's just me. I could write down all sorts of meaningless rabble no one would find interesting. But then again I like to write stuff that means something to me, thoughts and ideas.

And so here we are, the absence part has been handled, so let's talk ambition. In general terms, ambition is a good thing, but it could also be a bad thing.
Example, a person has an ambition, to study and become something awesome. This is good, good for said person, good for whoever he or she may help on their way or later in life. But let's say said person desires to travel abroad, study elsewhere and leave their life behind for a while. This isn't good for someone else who might have the ambition to find out what could become of them.

But hey, isn't that just how life works? You try, you fail, you move on. Needless to say, I play a part in the previous example, memories of this keeps comming back to me and I always wonder what would've happened if she hadn't decided to move far away.

Now I feel slightly lost, without a path ahead of me. I could go left, I could go right, and they'd take me to diffrent ends. I know what I don't want to, I've always known where not to go, what not to do.


This is turning into a mess, and I don't really know what to write.. I just have my hopes, and it's burning through my skin.

A thought!

Hello dear readers, the few but oh so great ones :)

I had a amusing thought how I'd describe myself to someone who doesn't know me, I was travelling home from work. Sitting on a train, staring into the sunset (usually something very romantic, done on a beach or w/e) I thought that it wasn't so bad anyway, sitting there on the train. Then there's usually some soft, sensual music in the movies with sunset scenes. I was listening to Pain, quite the opposite of sensual music to most, but still my favourite kind :)

So to sum it up, I'd describe myself as a calm person who can settle with what's provided. I don't NEED the perfect things. And I can be both calm but find something good in the opposite, more chaotic things aswell.


It's quite hard to describe in words, but I liked how it made me feel sitting there thinking, so I wanted to share it.
Another positive thing is my overall mood, I feel quite good nowadays, alot better than I've felt the past few years, eventho things are far from ideal, I still feel quite pleased and happy about things :)

-===*<< Sondemon >>*===-

Hello kids, it's story time!

In a room far far away, on the other side of the great city a young boy once lived. He played a game called M.U.D and he was quite crap at it. He found himself bored with his strong warrior he'd named Larsson, which was a typo of the comic book he read, known as Larson. His warrior was strong but it lacked elegance.
So one day our hero decided to create a new character, a stronger and better one! On this day the first version of Sondemon was born, after some time tossing around letters it finally ended as Sondemon en Shaa. After some trial and error it turned out to be a mage, and as months grew into years, so did the character, it became more than just a character in a game, it became a part of our hero.

Sometime during his adventures through the worlds he met a storyteller Malym, who helped to write down a short story about Sondemon, until today only found in the world of AAW, brought to you by our hero, now old and weary.

Bored. This word seems to describe Sondemon more than any other.
In the course of his life, he has experienced the full panoply
of human emotion and knows well that nothing can shock, amaze,
thrill or sadden him again.

Though not of great human age, the story of this once-anguished
creature who walks in mortal form is well known across the land
and though it means nothing to him, a small thrill races through
you to be so close to pure evil even if the recent tales of his
encounters suggest that he now looks more mercifully upon the
inhabitants of this realm.

His form is mostly concealed by the robe he wears, its colour
that of the festering blood of the unalive. Upon the hood, a
silvered design writhes unpleasantly as he moves and beneath it
his unweathered face, surely that of a man in no more than his
middle years, can be seen.

The robe conceals more than a single body. Beneath it you know,
is the Saurian windrider Graug, trapped in eternal prison bound
to the body of this being. The punishment of the dragon Graug,
never free again to spread his wings and fly is also a punishment
of Sondemon, who until his atonement is completed must suffer the
physical ravages of this living tattoo, his body constantly racked
in agony and torn to shreds by the limited movement of Graug.


Travellers in the now almost dead world of AAW may sometimes see him resting in the Temple of Bel or at an altar dedicated to Sadhakas praying to his god. Like our hero, the mage is now old and weary, rarely does he wander the worlds, seeking adventure. But from time to time, the hunger for more power grows too strong...