Hello there readers.

I know I haven't been writing in a while, but hey that's just me. I could write down all sorts of meaningless rabble no one would find interesting. But then again I like to write stuff that means something to me, thoughts and ideas.

And so here we are, the absence part has been handled, so let's talk ambition. In general terms, ambition is a good thing, but it could also be a bad thing.
Example, a person has an ambition, to study and become something awesome. This is good, good for said person, good for whoever he or she may help on their way or later in life. But let's say said person desires to travel abroad, study elsewhere and leave their life behind for a while. This isn't good for someone else who might have the ambition to find out what could become of them.

But hey, isn't that just how life works? You try, you fail, you move on. Needless to say, I play a part in the previous example, memories of this keeps comming back to me and I always wonder what would've happened if she hadn't decided to move far away.

Now I feel slightly lost, without a path ahead of me. I could go left, I could go right, and they'd take me to diffrent ends. I know what I don't want to, I've always known where not to go, what not to do.


This is turning into a mess, and I don't really know what to write.. I just have my hopes, and it's burning through my skin.